For the past three days, I've been decked out in working attire. Yet somehow I totally do not feel like I want to step into that world yet. A part of me wants to be that silly Shearite wasting time away with hoola hoops and skipping ropes. If not that, I want to be the geek in t-shirt and jeans heading out for another lecture, camping out in the labs working on work.
Yet a lot of thinking has been done in the past three days alone. Everyday, I learn a little bit more about myself. Mostly about my flaws, and my weaknesses. I have no passion. I havn't found my passion. It's getting closer, yea. I have dreams about 10 years later, but the in between remains a mystery. :) Who's joining me in my dream to buy a wind turbine?
But you know what? I have a plan for what I will do if I win the Big Sweep. *beams* Which, unfortunately most likely will remain as a blueprint. *hais.*
Now comes the crux. If I were to really do something that I'd enjoy, it will most likely mean that it'll start with a low pay.
Meanwhile, I'll continue to think. There are other more pressing issues on hand, like for example, FNA mid term tomorrow which lifang has kindly reminded me about why I don't seem to need to study for it. =X And the power management mini project, which is due in 2 weeks at the same time as the FYP draft. And of course, the ever pressing issue of FYP.
And from time to time, there's that issue. But I'm moving on, slowly extracting out that issue. In fact, if things remain the way they are, it will be no issue at all. :)
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