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After spending one late night in E5 until 5 am, I woke up yesterday feeling a little sick. Went for fna tutorial, and then decided to skip lecture to go lab and see if we can get any results.  After 5 hours in the lab, nothing was conclusive and the head started to throb very badly.

On the way back to hall/home, I messaged peanut to tell her that I wanted to punch yaya and mummy warriors, messaged lifang to tell her that I won't be going for the supper buffet, and then when i reached home all I could do was roll around and whine, and then fell asleep at 11 plus.

My mum just woke me up, and I tot I missed the yokogawa trip cos i've been waking up at 12 plus 1 so  often everyday. >.< anyhows, 10 hours of sleep is good! :)

eh?

You Are An INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards. You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings. At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

What's Your Personality Type?

untitled melodies.

Raindrops keep falling on my head...

Most definitely, reasonably and recently.

21st century kid is surround by illusions and confusions...

Aren't we all?

Why are there so many, songs about rainbows? ... The lovers, the dreamers, and me.

It just popped into my mind, with no rhyme or reason.

心情好心情怀，怎么开始怎么办！你有的不爽，让我来分担！

This song always makes a lot of sense. It did, it does, and it probably will.

5:56, penning thoughts.

This was a bad idea. It still is, actually.

After lecture, I went straight to the lab to get my 4501 miniproject done up. I spent 3.5 hours in there, trimming the report and making sure everything's set in place, so that I can come back and CABAL.

Butbutbut. I cannot believe it, but I spent 9 hours CABALing. =X This is very very bad.  You see why they have to charge money for WOW? Otherwise kids like me end up spending time on things that they shouldn't be spending on. I don't know how I do it, actually. 12 hours of staring at the com.

I forgot most of what else I wanted to say... Tis okay. =/

Edit at 6.14: I heard the anthem on the radio, and wondered if I should just stay up for breakfast.  But I hate sleeping in the early morning, so I guess I'll just ignore breakfast and go to sleep. It's not exactly peculiar, but I can actually see the far horizon turning a bit reddish.

nothing, no nothing in particular.

Cosy bay has closed, did you know?

This feels like a 4D3N holiday, holiday back home.

Do you believe in palmistry?

Nothing really makes sense...

Music, Food, Company.

Been out for the whole day today! A little too tired to blog, but it was a good day out because there is finally NO RAIN!!! I did bring out my brolly but that was to dry it. :)

August Rush was enjoyable! Only wished they could show a few minutes of the family life at the end though.  Food Festival was nubbad! 蚝仔面线，傻瓜干面，北京烤鸭 and soya ice cream! ^^ And 5 hours of sitting down at the esplanade concourse is making my lower back ache a little. >.< IF it wasn't the esplanade AND i wasn't in a dress, I would have just hecked it and took a nap on those seats. =X

Anyways, i'm sleepy. So I'll leave it to tomorrow to talk about Megan Bowman, Sara Wei, Kathleen Harris and Olivia Ong.

unwrap me, when the cold weather ends.

This morning, I had a sudden thought about an article I once read about the Danish.  It was an article regarding how the Danish love to bare themselves in the public parks during the heights of summer, calling for understanding that after months of wrapping themselves in wool it's only natural for that.

I naturally prefer cooler weather.  But it does bring about a little more gloom. And don't forget that we don't have heaters in Singapore.  So for times like this, it's just cold hands and feet everyday, everywhere. 

To look at it from another perspective, the clearing up of the air after the rain is like the clearing of your mind.  It feels fresh, and the air smells good!

I've taken a liking into wrapping myself in the quilt cover on the chair, looking like I'm in one of those "spaceship" slimming machines. MUAHAHA. So there. Unwrap me when the cold weather ends.

this and that.

For the past three days, I've been decked out in working attire. Yet somehow I totally do not feel like I want to step into that world yet.  A part of me wants to be that silly Shearite wasting time away with hoola hoops and skipping ropes. If not that, I want to be the geek in t-shirt and jeans heading out for another lecture, camping out in the labs working on work. 

Yet a lot of thinking has been done in the past three days alone.  Everyday, I learn a little bit more about myself.  Mostly about my flaws, and my weaknesses.  I have no passion. I havn't found my passion. It's getting closer, yea.  I have dreams about 10 years later, but the in between remains a mystery. :) Who's joining me in my dream to buy a wind turbine?

But you know what? I have a plan for what I will do if I win the Big Sweep. *beams* Which, unfortunately most likely will remain as a blueprint. *hais.*

Now comes the crux.  If I were to really do something that I'd enjoy, it will most likely mean that it'll start with a low pay. 

Meanwhile, I'll continue to think. There are other more pressing issues on hand, like for example, FNA mid term tomorrow which lifang has kindly reminded me about why I don't seem to need to study for it. =X  And the power management mini project, which is due in 2 weeks at the same time as the FYP draft.  And of course, the ever pressing issue of FYP. 

And from time to time, there's that issue. But I'm moving on, slowly extracting out that issue. In fact, if things remain the way they are, it will be no issue at all. :)

yawns.

Singapore

26°C
Haze
Humidity: 90%

Today

26° | 24°

Thu

28° | 25°

Fri

27° | 25°

a little bit of cheering up.

Thats what friends are for!

Sometimes we talk to people not to look for solutions or answers.  Sometimes it's not even for opinions.  Sometimes it's just looking for that gratifying "pat-on-the-back", or the words of encouragement.

Peanut's probably brooding away too, and two brooding peanuts paint a very scary picture of negative energies. =X But this peanut is feeling much better after talking to auntie sammy, so hopefully the other peanut will be feeling better tomorrow...

It's also time to be task-oriented, tick off each task at a time.

And it's also the time to bring out The Spirit of Last Burst, and the Law of 死撑。 The Law of 死撑 states that, for every ounce of energy you expend to 死撑, you will temporarily lose one ounce of humanity. It begins with reduced or cut-off communication to the external world, then proceeds to extract the life on your face, eventually reducing you to a less-than-human entity with glassy eyes, muttering ceaselessly to your imaginary friend.

yawns.